New Student at the Bimbofication Clinic - meet Alana
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Alana (JessySub Resident in Second Life) metme at the Pink Institute -- a zaftig, perfectly proportioned bimbo with a cute little clit cage wagging between her ripe thighs -- encased in a latex catsuit and seemingly very comfortable in her new life as a sissy bimbo.
But no. She was having problems adapting to the reality of the choices she made long before she met me. A beta male, weak and ineffectual and cowed by the presence of true virile alpha males who got all the most beautiful women to dote on them and fight for their attention. Someone, some how persuaded Alan to become Alana, transitioning him into her, perfecting her animal magnetism and allure to horny males by sculpting a perfectly sexy bimbo sissy.
But beauty is only skin deep -- and although Alana woke up from her feminization shocked by her new found femininity, she just couldn't stop second guessing herself, wondering why she wasn't like the sissy bimbo Goddesses and porn stars who show themselves off proudly as the ultimate expressions of the feminine allure. She wasn't numb and floating in a pornographic pink cloud of arousal, dumb and full of cum and content to let herself be used by males.
She was jaded by the so-called bimbo consultants and makeover artists who prey on timid femme bois when they first make their public debut in stockings and bows and cute frocks that show off their girly asses, their breasts tender and beginning to swell as the testosterone blockers take effect along with the estrogen and the constant bimbo hypnosis and perpetual gooning. So her profile is a perfect expression of her unhappiness with her progress. She wasn't moving forward to become a dynamic, bubbly, empty-headed cock drone, but was stuck -- uninspired and unsure of what the future holds. Stuck and bitter:
" No Findomme (Hard Limit)
I wil gladly spend on things and Items I am required to buy to make my AVI meet your expectations or help with my training.
- No Findomme !!"
We met when she shyly spoke up to compliment me on my figure and whatever it was I was wearing that day. We talked for a while, giving me time to study her profile closely. When she learned I was getting back into the game of training sluts and weak dommes to be better sex slaves she became excited and asked some smart, sexy questions that piqued by interest (Mistress Denise is all about the great cybersex and role play that happens occasionally, turning every new friend and lover into a potential lover and friend for the years, those unicorns everyone seeks in Second Life but few sight let alone capture. For Alana, it's been a disappointing road to commit to:
Commitment is a hard thing. to commit is to make sure I make myself available, to actually spend effort and go out of my way to do things. which I will happily do without question, I must Obey after all.
I have been with many owners and trainers, what made things fall out at the end is usually down to two factors:
-Our times don't match. we end up not seeing each other
-We had different things in mind (mainly findom and high Rl expectations).
Please keep that in mind before committing or demanding commitment.
Curious about my technique and honest opinion that I am NOT a natural hypnotist, she filled out the application to the Mistress Denise Bimbofication clinic while I studied her profile which was simple and a bit sad: "Kara's pathetic caged sissy slut. My tiny little pathetic sissy clitty locked away forever. not useful for anything anymore"
Yes, that much is true. But as I read her profile picks I had a flash of insight into what lovely Alana might need rom me: a true forced feminization and a very harsh condemnation to the life of an owned sex slave, her libido enhanced 5x during her bimbofication and feminization until she breaks down her resistance to gain permission to cum rmbraces her new life as an anal whore and a frustrated no-cum sissy. As I scanned the groups she's joined -- the Bimbo Training Academy, the Bimbo Factory and it was obvious: Alana needs a firm hand to definitively transform her into a bimbo sissy fucktoy and a vision of her future so compelling that she will have the courage to do anything, no matter how obscene, to get there.
Reading her confession that she likes being a sissy cock slave turned me, I hope it does the same to you:
People use terms, they call me "sissy" and "faggot". I have done things. I have been told that I like things through hundreds of hypno files and trances, the lines are very blurry.
I did ... things... and I like ... things ...
Is it because I was ordered? Is it the hypno and mind control?
or is it because I always secretly desired it?
I am at a stage where I know I have surrendered, and I have no will to fight anymore. Not sure what I have become nor do I care, I need guidance to fill the void and help me become what I am supposed to become, in Sl and Rl (with some Rl limitations).
The only thing I am sure of ...
I must Obey
Obedience is pleasure, Pleasure is obedience.
I worked over the weekend on a hypnosis trance for Alana. I can't wait to find her and tell her.
I am very excited to get Alana on the right track and see her in a state of permanent seething arousal for the cock she was born to serve.
I just find it really emotianl that this post is about me, I loved your analysis of me, how sopt on you are and how much I feel exposed to you right now. Its an honor to be a student of yours. I will not let you down Miss D
ReplyDeleteI know you won't and I haven't rewarded you for being a good student yet! Once I do you'll become very easy to persuade, especially as I work on your libido and begin wiping your mind blank so I can refill it.
ReplyDeleteI can't wait, have been doing my hypnos regularly. feeling so weak and obedient.
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